Thursday, December 4, 2008

I want to cry

I want to cry because
I don't know you
I want to cry because
You don't know me
I want to cry because
I need you
I want to cry because
I want to love you
I want to cry because
I will be happy with you
I want to cry because
I am no complete without you
I want to cry because
I am not me
I want to cry, but I can't.

Time

Coffee on the table
Getting cold a the minutes pass
Can't take my eyes off of your
Photo or let go of your shirt
I miss you more each day

I dread the day I can no longer
Feel your touch
Or the day I can no longer smell
Your scent in our bed

You left this world many years too soon
I wish we had more time

Time to love you more
Time to be held in your loving embrace
Time to memorize the way you kiss my lips

Never should I have fought with you
It was time I could have loved
You the way you always loved me

I wish we had more time
Time to love you more
Time to be held in your loving embrace
Time to memorize the way you kiss my lips

More time is all we needed
To love as though we never had before
To love as though we have no tomorrow

I wish we had more time
So I could love you more
Love you more.

I Believe

I believe somone had to be watching over me
So I could find you
I believe you loved me
So much it hurt
I believe I loved you
More than you ever knew
I believe I would do it all again
To be with you for one more minute
To love you for one more second
To know you're okay
To have the chance to say good bye.

No title just something I wrote while working out...

Sorry it has been so long since I have written anything. Life has been very busy.

You make me incredibly mad
Unlike anyone else can
Frustrated and unsure
I've never felt like this before.

You have a way with words
A way I have never heard before
But must it be so hurtful
When you could explain it
Some other way.

I wish I could love you again
The way I did before
But are these wounds
Small enough to heal or
Will they just tear open again.

Do you understand what I'm
Saying or feeling
Can you make me feel the
Way I need to feel
Or will you never change and
Leave me to finally heal.