Do I Care Enough?

Will it matter what you do
Cause I don't know if I even care enough
Sitting here at this point

Time after time
Always the same thing
Mistake after mistake
Apology, forgiveness
How much longer
How many more times
Must we repeat this cycle

What if I said no
What if I said stop
What if I didn't want to do this anymore

No title found it is my journal back from 6/16/09

I found comfort in the sun today
Its warmth wrapped around me
Its rays attached to my back

Was it because you're not here
Unable to wrap your arms around me
Or hold me close to your body

But I found comfort in the sun today
It urged me to move forward
It helped me along the way
Shining down on me and staying all the way

Trying to understand why you couldn't stay
Thinking of how I love you just the other day

But I found comfort in the sun today
Shining bright enought to guide me through the day
And setting only when I could find my way.